SOCIAL MEDIA

Minggu, 28 Agustus 2016

What Rainbow? That's just an Illusion

One day, you'll feel like you really want something.

You really want it until you forget other things.

You really want it until you disdain other things.

You really want it until you have too high expectation.

If you feel something like that, let me tell you,
Control yourself, take time to think, and take time to get some wise talk.

That rainbow you see, that beautiful mountain scenery, maybe that's just something unreal. 

Something that was caught by your sight, get your heart, and make you in the heat of the moment, unfortunately it will leave you with another painful story.

Anyway, ball is in your court. But, let me tell you, use your brain, do not rely only on your feeling.

Who Do Think That This World is in Wreck

I don't mean to be a pessimistic and apathetic.
But, I do think that the world is indeed in ruin.

I don't know what the hell the world in the past, if chaotic as now or in better condition.

That's why I love old school movies, because it can shows human condition in the past. And well, not much different from now anyway, there are much better and there is more bad.

But, looking current conditions, which from all aspects of life, is a mess. And who knows? 

Maybe, the world might be destroyed soon.

Although I obviously wouldn't know when. It could be that I become the people who witnessed the destruction of the earth, maybe not. I still hope the latter. I was already dead before the earth is destroyed. It's okay if my end time is near, as long as I die in a good state.

Why so selfish?

Anyway, chaotic and destruction of the world doesn't mean make me want to be silent and only be spectators. I want to help saving the world. Who doesn't? With so many movies that inspires us to do more and take part to save the earth. And there are loads of fictional super hero that created and become signal that there is still hope for the world.

So, choose your path and make your own move to save the world. Even if it is just a tiny little bits step.

Jumat, 26 Agustus 2016

Don't Sweat the Small Stuff

Entah, nggak tau standar apa yang Allah swt gunakan untuk menguji hamba-hamba Nya. Tapi, tetiba inget, kalau Allah swt hanya memberikan ujian sesuai kesanggupan hamba Nya.

Iri sama saudara-saudara seiman yang ada di Suriah, Palestina, dan negara muslim berkonflik lainnya. Mereka udah lewat kali ya dari ujian galau-galau masalah hati. Ujian mereka saat ini adalah tabah hidup di bawah tekanan perang atau mati syahid.

Iri banget.

Sementara gue masih muter di situ-situ aja masalahnya.

Galau masalah hati, khawatir soal duniawi, terombang-ambing dalam gempuran hedonisme dan kenyamanan dunia liberalismi, eh, isme.

Menyedihkan.

Pengen segera lulus dari hal-hal menyedihkan ini...

Dan segera sibuk memburu Syahid.

Hanya bisa bersabar, artinya Allah tahu bahwa gue masih sanggupnya begini doang.

Masih kalah sama bocah-bocah kecil di sana yang tiap hari kena gempuran bom dan rudal. 

Meskipun mereka lari, tapi kalau mati pun mereka ikhlas. Karena cuma itu pilihannya.

Nggak kayak gue yang lari gemeteran padahal cuma ngejar kereta. Malu banget!

Ya Allah...

Senin, 08 Agustus 2016

Well, This Healthcare Issue is

Is...
Entah, dari dulu kayaknya Indonesia nggak berbenah. Soal pelayanan kesehatan, dari zaman pemilu ke pemilu cuma muncul janji-janji yang nggak jelas perbaikannya.
Alhamdulillah, saya sedang sehat, jadi nggak terlalu sering ke rumah sakit atau pusat pelayanan kesehatan lainnya, jadi nggak terlalu ngerti dan ngerasain.
Cuma kalau ngurusin periksa mata yang ampun-ampunan banyak minusnya ini, ngerasa kalau birokrasinya ribeeet. Ngalahin pas ngajuin dana buat MPKMB.
Beberapa waktu lalu saya mengantar bude saya ke dokter keluarga untuk periksa karena beliau sedang kurang sehat. Dan?
Ampun-ampunan lama banget antriannya. Lebih dari 1 jam kami menunggu. Itu kalau yang jadi pasien lagi sakit parah, udah kolaps kali. Tapi, kalau sakit parah pasti langsung ke ugd sih, hoho.
Selain antrian yang lama, tempat menunggunya juga, aduh, bikin tambah sakit, deh. Kursi ruang tunggunya keras dan nggak ergonomis buat punggung. Model kursi kayu panjang jadul 90 derajat.
Mungkin saya terlalu banyak mengeluh? Sepertinya begitu. Atau di tempat itu saja yang fasilitas pelayanannya rada-rada.
Yang jelas saya nggak menemukan kenyamanan pada pelayanan fasilitas kesehatan di kota saya ini.
Pun di kota lain, pelayanan yang kurang cepat, berbelit-belit, dan seadanya.
Entah memang karena sumber daya manusia pelayanan kesehatan yang kurang dan kurang baik? Atau manajemen dari atas yang tidak bisa mengatur dengan baik? Atau saya sebagai konsumen yang terlalu banyak mintanya di negara berkembang ini?
Jadi, kalau ngerasa sakit, sakit banget lah sekalian biar dibawa ke ugd, karena penanganannya cepat dengan dokter yang sigap. Eh? Itu sih yang saya lihat di serial-serial medis favorit saya.
Sayangnya, saya pernah lihat juga ugd dengan pasien menumpuk yang tidak terlayani dengan baik.
Berdo'a banyak-banyak saja supaya selalu sehat.
Dan sampai kapan kondisi pelayanan kesehatan Indonesia akan seperti ini?
Who knows?

Sabtu, 06 Agustus 2016

Unhappiness in Life

Are you happy?
Is that an important question?
Yet, life will not always make you happy, that's for sure.
Unhappiness is something that we have to face.
Actually, I don't mind about unhappiness.
But, what if my tears keep coming when facing that unhappiness.

Minggu, 31 Juli 2016

When you have a good dream

Sometimes, you have a really good dream. It's very good until you feel sad when you wake up.
Because you want to live in that dream life. But, that's impossible. Living in unreal life such as your dream life, as same as lying to yourself. Because your real life is not anything like that. And leaving your real life just postponed your misery.
So, what you should do is live in your real life and keep your good dream as good memories that encourage you.
What about make your dream comes true? That's very possible. But, you should think, is it the real good dream that will be good if it becomes true? Or is it just bad whisper that will make you become bad people?
Don't get trapped by your own dream. Think it first.

What about don't hold back?

Your throat and your chest will hurt so badly, when you are trying to hold back your tears. So, one of the best moment in my life is at the time when I can cry alone and cry loudly.
Without no one bother asking reason why I am crying. Because why should you ask? Crying without reason is something that should be understandable. Even if it is not so unreasonable.
Take it, when someone said to back off because he/she do not want you to know the reason behind his/her tears.
Just take it. Because you should not push people. That's violate the human right. But, what is it about the human right when you have the highest right? Allah's rule.
Maybe some people think that they should push people for good (because Allah's rule) or because he/she is not in the right mind so they think that they should put him/her back to track. So, screw the back off part, and what? Will it be all alright?

Little Women Novel Review

A month. The time I needed to complete this cool and famous novel by Louisa May Alcott.
Tells story about 4 women in March family and their friend Theodore 'Laurie' Laurence, from a Christmas moment to next year Christmas.
I'm very happy to see the warmth in March family. And also how Mr. and Mrs. March educate their children. It was very impressive and inspire.
They are a portraits of American family who have manners and values.
Meg, Jo, Beth, and Amy, each of them has distinctive and unique character. Although, they are trying to change to be a good and honored woman.
My favorite, of course, Jo who is very intelligent and independent. They said, Jo is the most similar character to the author, Louisa May Alcott.
This novel is very good and very entertaining in my bleak days.
Although it has a background of 2nd WW (if I'm not wrong), but the story of past America I found it interestingly as same as when I read Jane Austen's work.
Highly recommended to read.
The story which is very close to our daily life, figures that have realistic character, and story full of wisdom and life lessons, absolutely can make us reflect and improve.
I encourage you to read it.

Jumat, 29 Juli 2016

Andromax R dan Indosat Ooredoo


Saya bukannya fans berat Smartfren. Tapi, jadi pioner layanan 4G jelas sesuatu. Meskipun, kenyataannya dengan harga kuota yang menguras kantong, bikin saya perlu mencari alternatif lain.
Yep, saya mencoba beralih ke Indosat Ooredoo.
Tapi, nggak semudah itu. Meskipun saya udah ganti sim card jadi kartu 4G dan udah daftar paket data dan sinyal di tempat tinggal saya oke punya, saya belum bisa menikmati layanan 4G dari Indosat Ooredoo.
Sepupu saya nanya kenapa saya niat banget pake 4G karena menurut dia layanan tersebut bikin kita boros kuota.
Tapi, gimana dong, sinyal yang lelet dan lemot itu bikin emosi jiwa. Huhuhu.
Balik lagi ke masalah saya, alhamdulillah customer care masing-masing provider cukup membantu.
Eng ing eng, tapi sayang, saya belum bisa menikmati layanan 4G Indosat Ooredoo.
Karena strategi bisnis!
Yep, pasti tiap provider pengen memberikan pelayanan terbaik dan mendapat keuntungan maksimal.
Yang satu memang stuck jadi sim 1, yang nggak bisa diganti-ganti karena smartphone saya nggak bisa nyala kalau nggak ada dia. Alhamdulillah sinyalnya oke sih. Tapi, mahalnya...
Yang lain ogah jadi sim 2. Harus jadi sim 1 supaya berfungsi dan bisa dapat sinyal 4G. Derita jadi sim 2 di smartphone saya cuma bisa sampai di sinyal 2G. Stuck. Sinyalnya nggak bisa lebih luas lagi.
Ampun... Lelet dan lemotnya.
Yah, begitulah, ternyata smartphone dan kedua provider saya kurang begitu kompatibel.

Senin, 25 Juli 2016

After Star Trek Beyond

I mean, after watching Star Trek Beyond ...
I love the soundtrack (Mr. Giacchino's score), the USS Enterprise crew family bonding, and our heroin Capt. James T.
Since the beginning of the film I've been excited about Starfleet's 5-year mission for Enterprise. Getting more excited because Capt. Kirk disoriented about their mission.
Until an enemy struck the Enterprise into real destruction and finally make Kirk realized that outer space journey is his calling.
Anyway, can not lie, I'm pretty agree with many reviews that stated this third Star Trek series is going to be 'the game over' of the franchise.
I wonder what's missing?
Star Trek become too drama?
A less exciting ending?
But, I also can not lie that I am very happy because Chris Pine and Zachary Quinto already signed the contract for the next Star Trek. Yiey 
Let's wait till the next genius installment back.
And I am going to miss Anton Yelchin very bad  his Pavel Chekov is nailed to the audience, including me.